raen1111

 


it's been a water summer, 

     a summer of water.

skin smelling of rain, my soul a deep spring.

           i never knew, i would be apart

           of this liquid heart.


dragonfly dreaming,

homemade bread,

     hanging out in a bell jar.


baking soda magic, pulls out

     the sting.


you took the black road, 

     i took the white.

spark in my eye.

i am the light, quiet pulse in a dark night.


lighting bug glow, rising.  star sparkle,

     milky way ride.


there were yellow jackets in the Mary garden,

they stayed for two full moons.


they would swarm,

when we we came searching for 

     hummingbird medicine.


flying into my sunflower and snow

hair, tangled with my 

off-key tune.


they would buzz

but never sting.

all the while, Ella would 

sing.


my voice has changed.

the world has changed.


but i won't cry,

     ah, i lie

you know i do.

     

     sometimes.


it's been a summer of 

    sweet heat.

the deer with her fawn,

    curled in sleep at

     the roots of the 

     hurricane tree.


she lives a soft, wild life

     full of wild weeds and 

     fantastic fear.


all the while we make

     our way towards mountains

     of smoke.


turn face and head towards

     the manatee river.


we take the top off.

face hit hard by

the wind of truth,

this roaring silence seizes

 thought and cleans the mind.


it is summer of quiet.

     storms set in plantinum.

luna moths fly towards star light.


down on the dock, we float into 

    the veins of the universe.



raen1111




i know where to find doors, i have a room full.

exit.
entrance.

Some with milk glass panes, others with brass hinges and handles,
others
all cracked lead paint,
lonely reminders
of long-ago spaces.

I have had the monarch dream, I have brewed
the butterfly medicine and reaped its nectar reward.

born on the pyre, woman formed of ash and bone.

exit.
entrance.

listen to the flutter that presses softly within your skin.
I can take you back to the garden, hushed place.
the moon flower blooms in the quiet star light.

those light drenched days, the herb garden scent.
sitting in the shade sipping sun tea, listening to the crunch
of tires coming slowly down the gravel road.

glowing flowers
in twilight.

my frog voice unstoppered, pouring out into the rain -
frankincense, myrrh and gold; these whispered words.
this ancient song.

locked down, but never bound.
wings broken,
mended,
found.

in a pink tub,
I was drowned.

alone, rose colored glasses.
golden hour.

exit.
entrance.

begin again.

lightening bugs rise.
laughter.
velvet night.

shush, hush, hug.
starry night.
held tight,
soon, the warm will wind.

a stringer full of fish.
a sky full of wish.

cicada moon.

exit.
entrance.

she is alone,
aglow
in angel embrace.

tree, fields stretch.
whippoorwill echo.
quiet waves,
on quiet water.

our lake,
our entrance.

begin,
again.